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We did it for Love.

For Love.

Wow, this journey to self-esteem has been a long trip. Not that its over yet, I still have a way to go, but I’m just feeling a little clearer about what went wrong, why I did the things I did for love, and how I get a better perspective on it all.
We’re not born with low self-esteem, I think we come into this world pretty much a clean slate, so this week I’ve tried to remember myself as a young teenager, to see where my esteem might have taken a dive.

Dearest Dad.

I know it wasn’t his fault, he was just doing the best he could, but we never saw eye to eye. I mean how could he understand why his daughter didn’t want to follow in his footsteps ?. Of course he could never understand what I found so interesting in astrology, or buddism, and all the nonsense about vegitarianism, he being one of England’s greatest consumers of T.bone steak; really we couldn’t have been more mismatched, unless you count resolute stubbornness as useful common ground. He had such high hopes for me, poor man and it wasn’t fun knowing that my basic nature sent him into fits of rage, in that case anyone would be a teensy bit scared of airing their views, right?

Dearest Mum.

It wasn’t her fault either, she did the best she could too, but her love was just conditional. If I was a good girl she loved me and everything went well, and if I wasn’t, all hell broke loose and I was punished. I scored approval for being well dressed, neat and clean, for being undemanding and compliant. All she wanted for me was a good man who’d take care of me, and a great big white wedding. Oh Mum, I so didn’t fit the bill did I. And all that crying Mum, why were you so unhappy?

Looking for Love.

So Daddy didn’t approve of me and Mum only liked the good bits and my feelings were terribly hurt; so hurt in fact, that I resolved, albeit unconsciously, to find a way, anyway, of getting some approval, from anywhere I could. They say that if our parents or a significant caregiver really loves and validates us, worts and all, no matter what, we should grow up with enough self esteem to feel ok about ourselves. We are supposed to self-validate. I desperately needed to know that I was ok, and that I was loveable, but I couldnt self-validate, so it became my mission to get it from someone or something ‘out there’. We all know now, that doesn’t work.

Rose Quartz Angel of Self-Love.

Anyone I know, who needs to give their self-esteem a boost could do well by asking for a little help from the Rose Quartz Angel of self-love and forgiveness. Asking for Angelic help is a lovely way to deepen our understanding of the laws of attraction and such a gentle way to clean up our energy so we draw good things to us from source… it’s true unfortunately, that if we don’t know how to treat ourselves with love, no one else will either.

Fertility Rose Quartz silver angel pendant necklace.

 

Love and blessings, always.

Linda

 

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